ok so this whole story might sound very confusing but please try to read i really need a good insightful answer. Last year i got into my first relationship ever near this guy and i was with him from last october til the germ of the summer. Halfway through i started noticing i was getting more and more upset and almost never smiled and was other upset with myself because he made me do things i didn't want to do, i started doing drugs then to take my mind rotten things, and in february my friends all said they didnt want to hangout with me anymore because i wasn't making any go to hangout with them and its true but it was all my boyfriends failure because he was controlling me and i was spending all my time near him. so i got into deep depression and attempted suicide. after all of that i apologized to my friends and they adjectives forgave me so i was a bit happier, i didnt get happier until the beginning of summer when i broke up near him. i realized how amazingly happy i was when i wasnt near him and it was the best decision i had ever made. Now I don`t know three weeks later i met this other guy that completely changed me, he made me realize how important life be, i stopped doing drugs, focused on having fun and school and friends and i was so comfortable. but he lives in a different city so we talked usually every night but in a minute we dont talk as much anymore and i realized i was getting downcast because of this. now im slipping back into depression, its like theres this voice contained by the back of my head telling me im not righteous enough and i cant achieve any goals and that im worthless and useless. its horrible and i dont know what it is. i dont know how commonly this occurs but its happened maybe three times beforehand since high school started (im 15 by the way). should i go see the doctor? whats wrong next to me, please give a good answer.

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You haven't described any symptoms of bipolar so I do not think it is that.
To me you enjoy described low self esteem. I have very low self esteem and i was given a book by my nurse which have really helped me (i don't normally read self help books) but nearby is a section at the back with exercises to support overcome it. It is called overcoming low self esteem by melanie fennel.

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